Yeah, this is pretty awful and violent and I just do not recommend reading it if you’re easily triggered by like violence, torture, murder, etc. Also, it’s like…super long. 2,598 words of nope and still not as bad as I thought it was going to get.
A deal was a deal. In retrospect, Brittia should have known he wouldn’t wait much longer than a month for this. It had been something he had wanted for far too long and Chance had his limits on patience. But that didn’t mean she felt she could handle any of this.
Sera had spared her the worst of what he wanted, sure, but the idea of murdering some innocent person with her son was not what she called a good family bonding experience. Still, she owed him in a way. She had left him, let them drag him down to the Underworld and lock him away. She had abandoned him. It didn’t matter that he had been doing awful things to the family, she knew how his mind worked. To him, she had betrayed him and that was worse than just about anything she could have done or said.
He wouldn’t have tried to kill her if she had continued to try protecting him.
But the past was the past and now… Now they had a deal. This for the safety of the rest of the family. This to ensure the protection of her daughter and grandbabies. At the end of it all, it was worth it. But she wasn’t entirely sure she was going to be able to sleep or look at herself in the mirror after it. Not for a while anyway.
“Wear black,” he had told her over the phone, and she checked the outfit for about the fifth time, her hands already trembling. Gods, she did not want to do this.
Although her reasoning wasn’t exactly what she was telling everyone else. She had the same darkness that was in Chance. She had killed before, he knew that. And, if nothing else could be said, her son had always had a knack of seeing that in others. It had been what drew him to Sera over everyone else. Of all his siblings, she had been the one he had targeted, fixated on. Brittia knew why. She had seen the bruising on Chance when the kids were younger, but she just thought Sera was defending herself. At least, she had until everything else came to light.
Taking a deep breath to steady herself, Britt closed her eyes and pulled her hair back. He wouldn’t like it, he had never liked when her hair was pulled back, but she wanted to keep it as blood free as possible.
Chance watched her from the shadows, taking in the sight and memorizing every motion she made. He had been there for a while now, never one to be late personally. But he hadn’t decided to make it known he was there.
He should have known better than that.
The skin on the back of her neck had been prickling for the last twenty minutes, but she had been ignoring it, letting him have his games. It was something she used to do when he was a child and first learning to use the shadows to mask himself. But she had always known.
He knew it from the moment she turned and stared at the exact spot he was hiding, smirking a little as she crossed her arms. If he had an inner child, it would have been giggling over the sight. She didn’t look much older than him anymore, but she still had that expression that was so unmistakably motherly.
“You’re terrible at hiding,” she muttered before turning away once more to pull out a pair of knee high leather boots.
“Or perhaps we’re just connected,” he purred, slipping into view and crossing the distance. His fingers were cool as they skimmed the back of her arm. He appreciated her choice in a tank top, but he kept it to himself. No sense in pushing that one.
Her body stiffened when he touched her and she had to force herself to relax. He wasn’t going to hurt her again, he couldn’t, not physically anymore. This situation was hurting her, but it was something she had consented to freely, so it didn’t break his word any.
No one liked the deal except him.
“How are we doing this, Chance? Do you already have some defenseless person locked away somewhere or are you going to make me play the whole game?” she asked, sounding far more exhausted than terrified. She wasn’t sure which would be worse.
“You are going to be bait,” he murmured, far too close to her for her own comfort.
His touch was making her skin crawl, but he had done nothing that could be considered anything less than chaste. But there was a promise of darker things in his touch and a part of her was still hoping this was some sort of bad dream.
“Let’s get this over with…”
He moved quickly, forcing her to face him. The lights were on, but no one was home in that nearly black gaze of his. “It will be fun,” he stressed, tone still falling too flat.
That’s when it hit her.
“How long has it been since your last kill, Chance?” He was always at his worst when it had been too long. It was making her more on edge.
His smile didn’t help.
“Two weeks, give or take a few days.”
If it hadn’t meant an absolute bloodbath was about to follow, she would have been more impressed. Instead, she just felt a cold dread settle deep into her bones.
Before she could say anything, make an excuse, try begging, he was wrapping his arms around her waist and tugging her back through the shadows of the room.
The bar had been one of his and Oona’s old haunts. A rough around the edges biker bar that had, some how, stood the test of time. Most of the men that frequented the place weren’t worth the air they breathed. It was one of the only two compromises Chance was willing to make on the night.
The outfit suggestions made a lot more sense as she took in the sight of the place, but that didn’t make her feel much better. She knew the reputation of the place well enough. It had always been one of the less pleasant crowds in the state.
So much so that it was just enough to make her relieved she was there with Chance of all people. He would never let anyone else lay a finger on her in any real sense. He was too possessive.
“How does this work?” Her voice didn’t shake when she spoke. Brownie points for her. Not that they were worth shit.
He blinked slowly, taking a moment to actually focus on her. “You’re bait. You pick a mark, make him think you’re willing to leave with him. Get him outside.”
“You’re not coming inside, are you.” It wasn’t a question.
He shook his head and nudged her towards the front of the building. If he had to actually watch someone try to touch his beloved mother, he would snap far too quickly.
Another hard swallow and deep breath. She could do this. She could do this. She had to do this. For Jack and Manson, she had to do this. For Sera too. It was the only thing she had to keep them all safe from the worst of her son’s habits.
It didn’t take long once she walked through the door. She stood out. The only tattoo she had was a splash of color on the pale skin of her back, visible only at the top with the cut of her shirt. Still, she held her head high as she made her way to the bar and ordered a shot of Jack Daniels.
She had barely tossed the shot back when one of the patrons approached her, all vulgar words and too handsy already. It was almost too easy and she hated herself for even thinking that.
With a flirty smile, she had turned, played the game. He wanted to bend her over the seat of his bike, she had acted like it was a stellar idea.
As soon as they were around the back, Chance was in her line of sight once more. Where he had gotten a crowbar was beyond her, but she didn’t have time to ask questions before it was connecting with the back of the man’s skull and he was falling with a dull thud to the ground.
“You’re better than Oona was at that,” he remarked, not at all shocked. Oona had always tried too hard, was too obvious. His mother had always had a subtleness about her.
“Not sure I would take that as a compliment,” she muttered, trying not to look down at the biker at her feet.
Taking her by the arm, Chance pulled her through the shadows once more, the old warehouse already prepped for the festivities. He had been meticulous in the set up for it.
Before she could question why this place, he was gone again. But it was brief, not even enough time for her to fully take in the reality of it.
She had been there before.
One of his first kills had been in this place. He had called her afterwards and she had cleaned the place up, hid the body, and cried in the shower until the water had run cold.
It wasn’t a very good memory for her and he knew it.
“We wait for him to wake up,” Chance instructed, gesturing for her to sit on the lone folding chair he had brought as he paced. This was always one of the parts he hated the most.
No words were spoken during the twenty or so minutes the man was unconscious. There had been no reason for them. Britt was afraid she would break if she spoke and she was honestly glad that Chance hadn’t pushed on it.
When he finally began to stir, Chance pulled on the chains, keeping him mostly suspended from the steel shackles around his his wrists. They couldn’t struggle as much like this and he found it make the wounds easier to inflict.
Britt could barely stand to look at the man, already feeling sick to her stomach. All she could do was hope she didn’t still have the same monstrous reaction to the scent of fresh blood that she did when she had been pregnant.
He gestured her to stand and come closer and she did so without argument. But there was a hesitance to her steps. He saw it and she winced at the look he gave her for it.
“Relax, mother, I’m going to help you,” he breathed, fingers skimming her wrist before he placed the handle against her palm and curled her fingers around it.
Her grip tightened around it almost immediately. It was something solid to cling to, to distract from how shaky she felt.
Chance didn’t help when he moved to be behind her, one hand on hers and the other settling around her waist.
The man thought he had to be more out of than he thought. The girl looked more like his sister than his mother and he damn sure had never met any man that held his momma or sister the way that boy was holding her.
“Mother? What kinda sicko fucks are y’all?” he snarled, struggling against the chains.
“Mind your tongue or I’ll have her cut it out,” Chance warned as he guided Britt closer to him.
“Looks like your whore’s gonna chicken out,” he laughed, pegging her for weak based on the deer in headlights look in her eyes.
With a bored look, Chance pulled a bit of hard plastic from his back pocket and stepped away from his mother just long enough to forcefully wedge it into the man’s mouth.
Any other time, he wouldn’t have bothered. He enjoyed the screams. But he did not like anyone speaking ill of what was his.
When he returned to his previous position, Britt froze up, the only sound the word please whispered over and over again.
It reminded him a little of Manson’s first time.
“Don’t be afraid, mother, you’ll enjoy it.”
His voice sounded sickeningly sweet, but she knew the tone only too well. Still, she didn’t fight when he moved her closer still and guided her into making the first cut.
“See? It’s easy.”
She wasn’t sure she would have used that word, but she nodded as she allowed him to use her the same way he did those gleaming blades.
The first cuts were shallow, nothing that couldn’t be fixed with a few bandages, but it was just easing her into it. Every stroke becoming a little harder than the last until the man’s body was jerking against the bonds. He was screaming as best as he could around the plastic wedged between his teeth and she grateful that it dulled the sound.
It didn’t, however, protect her from the feel of his blood coating her hands, hot and thick.
Worse still was when Chance let go of her and she didn’t even realize it. The blade tore through skin and muscle, mutilating him until his torso looked like something that had been feed through a meat grinder. He had stopped breathing nearly an hour before she noticed.
She stumbled back, the blade falling from her candy apple red hands, the sound of it hitting the floor never registering past the horror of what she had done. The only thing that kept her upright was Chance’s arms around her waist.
She could hear his voice, but she couldn’t make out what he was saying as he praised her. Nothing felt real except the scream building in her chest. She had done this, not him. He had started the movements, yes, but she had damn sure finished them on her own.
Chance couldn’t understand why she seemed so horrified at her art. It had been perfect, even going into the overkill of it all. And when she finally did start screaming, he quickly covered her mouth and turned her away from the sight of their toy.
As much as he wanted to revel in the moment, he knew it was gone. With a heavy sigh, he did the only thing he could think to do in that moment to get her stop and that was to get her back to her home.
Once back to the house, he made sure to settle her in the bottom of her tub. It would be easier to clean the blood from the porcelain that it would have the carpet.
She was distraught, that much was obvious, but he didn’t seem to care he brushed his thumb over her cheek, smearing the still wet blood. It made her flinch.
“The next one will be more fun,” he promised before leaning in and brushing a kiss to her lips. She was in shock, she wouldn’t remember it, he was sure of that much.
Without anything else to say, he stood and turned on the shower head, adjusted the temperature, and turned to leave, but she stopped him with her fingers curling around his wrist.
She didn’t want to be near him right now, but she didn’t want to be alone either. The second won, but not by much.
Without invitation, he kicked off his shoes and climbed into the tub with her, just as clothed as she was. It didn’t matter, it was the first time since he had been young that she hadn’t wanted him to go.
It was enough for now.