louisianalostones‌:

“You don’t have to deal with it, you know. If you’re not ready to let him back in your life, you can tell him to fuck right off and you know you’ve got people who will make sure he does. No one is going to force you to accept him again.” Jasper would love to throw a good punch at Tass, but he doubted Lyri would approve and he knew it wouldn’t do much damage. “Aren’t you the one who has to remind me that Lin’s a good kid? Even if Izzy’s his dad?”

“Cam needs him though. You don’t understand just how broken Cam is with part of himself missing because that’s how he loves. He’d be broken without me or Kat too. Sort of makes it hard.” But she refused to let Cam keep hurting because he had been through enough already too. “Lin is a good kid but how well do you think he’s going to take finding out his dad knocked his grandma up? It’d be less weird if Ben and I had hooked up and that is saying a lot.”

louisianalostones‌:

He suppressed the urge to sigh, because that wasn’t what Lyri needed right now. It wasn’t what she needed most of the time, but it was hard for him not to judge on things like this. Especially when Izzy was involved. Someone needed to neuter that man. “You… seem unusually upset about it. And I mean, I know Izzy’s… Izzy. But you’re usually happier when kids are involved.”

She leaned her head against his shoulder, trying to keep from having yet another breakdown. It felt like every time something was evening out, something else came along and threw it all out of line again. “I only got that fucked up because I didn’t, don’t, know how to deal with Tass being back and the last thing I wanted was to end up in this sort of situation. It was bad enough when he knocked up my granddaughter.”

louisianalostones‌:

Cian was… definitely not a good influence, but then again no one who really liked Izzy’s company was. He frowned, moving over to sit beside her on the bed. “Are you, uh, okay?”

“I’m pregnant,” she mumbled, trying to ignore the way saying it made her want to cry. This was absolutely one of the last things she had wanted to happen and she knew exactly how Jasper felt about Izzy.

louisianalostones‌:

“How stupid?” he asked, trying not to let his mind wander to all the possibilities. Lyri didn’t have a track record for dangerously stupid decisions, but her body language was still worrying him.

She fidgeted with the bottom of her shirt, unable to meet his gaze. “Illicit substances from Cian and hooking up with Izzy stupid,” she mumbled, trying not to wince before adding on the cherry on top of her stupid choices. “Which resulted in a completely unplanned accident.”

Did a little updating on the blog. Touched up my about the mun page, made a couple minor edits on the rules page (literally nothing important, just updating my age and what not), and added a tab on the side bar for the muses not listed on either muse page because I am lazy

pettythieveswithpotential‌:

“You think I do? You’ve always been better at this than me. At parenting. The only thing I could do was protect them and I couldn’t even manage that.” God, what was the point of having him around? August would have been better off as a single parent. “I can’t… figure any of this out without you. Milay’s a shifter. I can’t… I don’t know how to raise her, August. Even with all the practice. We need you.”

“You taught them how to stand up for themselves. I can barely manage to do that for myself,” he pointed out with a shrug. They both knew it was true, August was too soft. Chase was the only person he seemed to know how to stand up to and even that didn’t happen as much as it should in some cases. August wanted so badly to touch him but he was at the end of his chains and, honestly, he had given up trying to touch Chase when Ais and Hawk had been young. It still hurt too much to try. “I’m sorry…”

louisianalostones‌:

People had been popping into Jasper’s space for decades at this point, but it still made him jump every time. He set the homework he was grading aside, looking up at her. “I could never hate you.” The idea was ridiculous. She could literally murder him and he wouldn’t hate her for it. “What’s up?”

“I did something…stupid.” She had done a lot of stupid things, but up until recently, she had pretty much gotten herself together. The last thing she had intended was a back slide this bad and a pregnancy that was far from planned.

blackmagicblackheart‌:

It was only the fact that he recognized his sister that had a pillow being launched at her instead of a knife. He slept with one within reach, not nearly as paranoid as his father but still cautious. As he threw the pillow, he rolled to face her, glancing at the clock. “Bells, it’s fucking three am. Whatever you want can wait until morning. Get some sleep, Christ.”

“Three am is morning,” she countered, swatting the pillow away and finally stretching out a little. She had been sitting mostly still for nearly an hour and her body was stiff. “I slept!” Sure, it had only been for about an hour, but he had said some and that was some. After a moment, she slipped from the top of the dressed and sat on the edge of his bed. “Fine, move over then or I’ll pout.”

Me:Wants to write
My brain:It’s raining, Firefly is on Facebook, there’s a kitten sleeping on us AND PURRING, we’re cozy. We should sleeeeeep
Me:It’s like 5pm and we’ve only been up since noon
My brain:sleeeeeeeeeep