It had been years since she had woken up to find the space beside her empty and cold, a note resting where his head should have been. Her parents hadn’t liked the situation, but she doubted they had chased him off.
“The boy’s a runner, Eva, he won’t stay,” they had told her, but she had ignored them. What did they know about him anyway? He had promised.
But she was young and when she looked around the room, all of the things Rhodes had brought with him were gone, save for the button down shirt she liked the best. It had been folded carelessly under the note, almost as if he had been in a hurry.
Eva,
Don’t hate me forever, okay? You’ll find better.
-Rhodes
Of course he left no explanation. He had always been one to dodge questions, telling her to just enjoy the moment. But she had loved him, mystery, sad smile, and all.
How could she have been so stupid?
Her fingers were shaking when she crumbled the note in her hands and brought her knees to her chest. It felt like she couldn’t get enough air to fill her lungs, a dull ache working through her.
Why? What had she done wrong?
She would never know that he had stayed moments longer than he would have anywhere else. Would never know that he had brushed her hair from her face while she slept and whispered an apology or that he loved her.
All Evangeline knew was that it had been years since that cold morning and she still ached over it. Over him.
And she was still wearing his button down shirt when no else was around to see it.