“The deal was her call to make. I didn’t force Seraphine into a blood pact. I never drugged her like Jericho did either. Before I took her the first time, she was exploding her own damn organs and no one seemed to notice, so don’t act like anyone has a box to stand on when it comes to her.”
He was getting worked up and that was the last thing he needed. Clenching his hands into tight fists, he forced himself to take a deep breath like he had been trying to at home to keep Sera from getting too stressed.
“To try to be the shitty voice of fucking reason. Go home. I don’t know why you think she chose anyone over you because that’s bullshit. I can’t take care of Sera if she’s stressing over this shit and I am not breaking that damn promise.”
Mistakes had been made the first time around, Azrael could admit to that, but those things had been worked through for the most part until Chance came back and ruined everything all over again.
“Maybe because in all of this, not once did your mother give a damn about what I thought before rushing in to give you more rope to hang yourself with. And in case you hadn’t noticed, none of this would be happening if she’d bothered to actually include me in making decisions that affect more than just her.”
He rolled his eyes at that, unable to stop himself. “You’ve always known she was impulsive. Besides, you don’t want to know what I would have made Seraphine do had mother not taken the deal.” None of it was pleasant.
He cocked his head to the side, silent for a moment.
For a few breaths, it would have been easy to pretend he was still twelve and just an asshole. “I know you hate me. I don’t really care about that. Never did.” He had, after all, wanted the hate. “But. And if you ever tell anyone I said this shit, I will find a fucking loophole, I like you with her more than I ever did my own father. At least you were fucking there for her.”

